我们身边虽然很多朋友，但是其实却是孤独的。
我们这一生尽了全力，笑脸面对身边的人，但是，至于这些人，我们在他们心中又到底占有什么位子呢？
丝毫没吗？
以前我听过有人说，朋友要看情况用。有的是学业上能帮助你的。有的是一起去跑街的。有的是去做疯狂事的。我第一次听到时觉得很不公平。那么那些功课上帮你的是什么？只是跷课后才来找的吗？那些能陪你开心的就是笨的吗？为什么朋友要看季节？不过，回想起来，有多少时候当我们遇上某些需要时，我们会去找最能配合那需要的人？
我们一个人来到世界，以后也要一个人走。之间的这段时间为何要找这么多人陪呢?或许是因为一个人就会孤独死掉吗？身边有人就不孤独吗？如果反正都要离开为何要来呢？
结论是，我真的想太多了．本来简简单单的事情为何我要弄到这样复杂呢？为什么我每次都是这样？每次都想太多？
This past half year I’ve been so bored I actually decided to take up some sports. You know what they say about sports being good for health and all that, so, anyway hence started my new obsession.
First I went for swimming lessons, with fantasies of major hunks rescuing me from drowning. Nah, I was just joking. My main aim was to get some exercise. Serious. Off I went shopping for a new bathing suit. Probably due to lack of experience, I purchased a 2-piece suit at a really bargain price. I was simply ecstatic to be able to come upon such a great offer at around fifty-something bucks. Anyway, there I was on the first day of my lesson in my shocking pink bathing suit when everyone else my age was dressed in sombre tones of black and blue. Speak of humiliation. Nonetheless, I braved myself for that first plunge. Gosh! It as so cold my blood almost freezed over. Oh, and did I mention that the class for adult women was at night? Guess I forgot. Anyway, seeing as how things turned out, my interest in swimming waned prematurely and came to an abrupt end. Of course there was also the fact that I was terrified of floating in the middle of nowhere and drowning to my death any second. But those are just some of the minor details.
Next I took up typing. It exercises the fingers you know. I bought a CD programme and began my lessons with enthusiasm. At first all went well. I proudly finished all my tasks to the computerised encouragements of the programme such as “you’re doing GREAT!” or “keep up the good work!” Slowly I realised that the words of encouragement that warmed my heart were no more than phrases repeated over and over again like a broken record. Anyway, I was still quite happy to crawl around at 19 wpm. Soon, the computer felt inclined to break me out of my sweet cocoon. It pressed me to go harder and harder to reach a target of 70 wpm. Otherwise, I had to repeat the exercise again and again. There I was banging away at the keyboard AND IT STILL WASN’T FAST ENOUGH!! That’s when I just about had it! Who needs to know how to type anyway?
Recently I took up ping pong. It’s quite a nice game, I think. There is no exposure to the sun so my delicate skin can’t be harmed. There is not so much space to run about so physically it’s not so taxing. There’s no immersion in water so I won’t have to freeze to death. What more could I ask for? As I tried to hit the ball across, all it did was crawl miserably over to the other side of the table and come hurtling back at me with the speed of a torpedo as my opponent smashed it back. To aid my serving, someone told me to imagine I was using my bat to slap someone when I served the ball. Thus it will be fast and low, both good traits of a ball. I proceeded to slap it across just a little too hard. All in all, I still think it is a great game.
A new form of exercise I invented is none other than kite-flying. It tones up the neck marvellously as you are always looking up. I’ve read before somewhere that a aged adults looks their best when looking up because whatever excess fat is not sagging due to gravity, the jaw line is more defined, eye-bags disappear, in fact it is exactly what you would look like after you get a face-lift done. However, I guess the only one seeing their incredibly perfect upturned face would be the birds and kites.
Anyway, as I finish typing this incredibly long piece of crap with my 2 fingers, I pretend to ignore the soreness of my knuckles due to overuse. I guess the correct ten-fingered way of typing does have its benefits after all.
If someone comes into your life
and becomes a part of you
but for some reasons he couldn’t stay,
don’t cry too much…
just be glad that your paths crossed
and somehow he made you happy even for a while.
Bottomline : Time will tell, If he’s yours he will
come back
Two tear drops were floating down the river.
One teardrop said to the other,
“I’m the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost
him. Who are you?”
“I’m the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl
go…”
Bottomline : Nobody will sympathise a person who
constantly let chances passes by without making
any efforts to salvage. We normally don’t realise
how important our loved and closed ones are until
they left us, we’ll start reminiscences which
results misery.
Love can make you happy although often times it
hurts.
But love is only special if you give it to which it’s
worth.
Bottomline : If you found someone who truly
appreciates you, He/she deserves more of your
love.
What If someone tells you this: I don’t believe in
courtship.
It’s just a waste of time. If I love the person, I’ll tell
her right away.
But for you I will make an exception…
just love me now and I’ll court you forever…
Bottomline : Love needs time to realise, there
might be love at first sight but it takes time to let
one gradually discover their affection towards
another, miss him/her when he/she is not around,
hope to hear from he/she when the person has not
written or called.
It’s always better to have found the courage to love
even if you lose
it in the end rather than never found love because
you were too afraid
of the challenge.
Bottomline : Don’t give up if you face or think that
you have competitors. It’s always better to try, if
you suceed, the reward is more than you can
expect. but if you don’t try or don’t summon up the
courage, you might lose the one you like/love
forever…
The greatest challenge in our life is to find
someone who knows our flaws
and differences and yet still willingly embraces you
with so much love.
Bottomline : Love is a means of self giving and self
sacrificsing, if he/she knows your flaws and still
willing to accept you, continue to like/love you as
you are or even more, boy, you are lucky! This
person truly deserves your love and affection.
The spaces between our fingers were created so
that another person’s fingers could fill them in.
Bottomline : open your heart, let people love you,
never Doubt their intentions, sincerity can be felt
by the heart.
When you love, it is not for you to be understood
but for you To understand; not for you to take but
for you to be taken; to listen not to dictate; to
sacrifice and not to demand; not to count or
measure but to love.
"Sometimes the best and the most beautiful
things in the world
cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be
felt
in the heart "
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don’t know were it goes
But it’s home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I’m the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘Till then I’ll walk alone
I’m walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘Till then I’ll walk alone
A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the
same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I’ve got all my life to live
I’ve got all my love to give
and I’ll survive
I will survive
It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
now I’m saving all my loving
for someone who’s loving me
I look away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can’t undo
If I had my way
I’d never get over you
Today’s the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
And I don’t wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don’t want to talk about it
And I don’t want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don’t want to talk about it
Cuz I’m in Love With you
You’re the only one,
I’d be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the star
Back into your arms
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
I’m in love with you
Cuz i’m in love with you
And I’m in love with you
I’m in love with you
I’m in love with you,
Cuz I’m in love with you
I’m in love with you
I’m in love with you
The guy who love you , if he
can’t always see you, he will try to make
himself
busy, for not to have any time to
remember you,
because he knew, if he did, he will keep
on
missing you until he could do nothing.
The guy who love you, can’t tell you the
reason
why he love you. he only knew that, in his
eyes, you are the only one
The guy who love you, seldom praise
you, but
in his heart, you are the best, only he
know it..
The guy who love you, will scold or
complaint
if you din’t reply his message but others,
because
he cares.
The guy who love you, Only drop his
tears in
front of you, when you try to wipe his
tears, you are touching his heart , the
heart which
beat for you.
The guy who love you , will remember
every
word u said , even its accidentally and he
will use the word always at the nick of
time.
The guy who love you, will not give any
promise that easily, because they don’t
want to
break the promise, they want you to
believe him and they want to give you
the happiest
and safest life ever after.
The guy who love you, always tell you
not
to think too much, because they already
plan it
for you, he want to give u the best life in
the
future, he want to give you a suprise,
belive him
that he can do it.
The guy who love you, will go to airport
to fetch
you, he won’t carry a bunch a rose and
call
you darling like what you expect. but he
will carry your ludgage and ask you " why
are you
becoming that thin within two days?" with
his
sincere heart.
The boy who love you, will listen quietly
to you, when you are mad, and when you
finished, he will said, you still got class
tomorrow,
sleep earlier with smile.
The boy who love you, don’t know that
whether
he should call you when you are angry,
but he will sent a message to you after
few hours,
if you ask him why he call that late, he
will said,
when you are angry, my explanation are
all
rubbish. But when you calm down, my
explanation
will only really works.
The boy who love you, always call you
little girl, but everytime he want to make
a big
decision, he will first want to hear your
advice.
The guy who love you, don’t like little toy
like teddy bear, but he will always put the
bear you gift him at his bed.
The guy who love you, while quarelling,
he will apologize uncontrollably,
althought you
are the one who’s wrong, and later, he
will
sent a message to you with " baby,
actually you
know its your fault, you know it urself "
The guy who love you, while really miss
you,
he will want to buy a bunch of rose and
wait you stupidly under your apartment..
but he
never knows , what he bought is daisy,
but
doesn’t matter, because in his heart,
that’s roses.
And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, I’ll say it clear,
I’ll state my case, of which I’m certain.
I’ve lived a life that’s full.
I’ve traveled each and ev’ry highway;
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Regrets, I’ve had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.
I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Yes, there were times, I’m sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.
I’ve loved, I’ve laughed and cried.
I’ve had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.
To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
"No, oh no not me,
I did it my way".
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!
